Friday, May 11, 2007


The water that made us 'one'


A dream of each and every human being had existed long before we had decided to break apart that unique bond which had made us ‘One’.
In the peril of getting exterminated from this earth do we need to find space anywhere else in the universe?
Or just reassemble the broken pieces of distinction together in a way where all become… for yet another time as ‘One’?
Let the endurance of water wash away all our egos and see that no one is deprived of taking a dip and uniting the lamps of oneness into the same water which had brought us together ages ago… the same water which had helped us to understand generosity by letting an old woman stand ahead of you in the queue for fetching it… the same water that had given us hope that soon, it’ll bring down the seeds of life into the fields we had ploughed… the same water that had taken care of our joyfulness when we as children had splashed it to play pranks upon our friends… the same water looking upon which we had felt that by telling a lie we can hide from others but our reflections shall always keep on reminding us that once we had told a lie… and I am talking about the same water sitting alongside which we had felt the presence of all our beloveds, felt that there is love everywhere around… the love that can unite us once again to make the ‘One’.

GROWTH in chaos
Interventions to create an order either from scratch or within an existing situation so as to resolve the disorders either prevailing or accentuating, overrides the virtues associated with the latter and results into more inequitable and non-soluble conditions over a period of time.
It is important to understand that as with advantages, disadvantages too occur, so is in the transposed process. Though the interventions might have been necessary at a given context, which may be serving the purpose of a single facet, but the prerequisite for such intercessions are the multitude implications that it transcends into the city life, if not scrutinized keenly.
“Crossing a street I come across a roadside tea stall and pause for a moment to have a cup of the hot tea. I gaze at the men standing beside me and recognize one of them who happens to be an old friend of mine and who also turns out to be the saviour hand for a problem which I had got stuck into.”
“On a fine evening I go for a walk along the tree-lined street and all of a sudden it starts raining. O my! I forgot my umbrella; I look around and thankfully find a small canvas shelter under which a soothsayer is sitting by.”
Do we ever wonder how people in the developed and perfectly organized cities could have managed?
The city is a people-made ecosystem created for mutual enrichment. In an ecosystem, everything is inter-related and inter-dependent. Each organism provides something, which is essential for the life of other organisms and, in return, receives from other organisms those things essential for their own survival and well being. Take any of these organisms away from the context of their ecosystem and their growth and survival will be stunted. Similarly the city is an ecosystem where through mutual exchange (in both giving and receiving) we are nurtured and mature.
In nature you never see trees growing in a neat row or laid out in symmetrical designs. What a tree is to the forest, a building is to the city.
As planners and designers, most of the time our intentions are always not to leave scope for unprecedented events to occur, either through physical barring or by law and legislation. On one hand mechanistic thinking hates disorder and diversity and on the other, nature is full of it. Chaos is absolutely essential for the emergence of new life forms. Chaos allows for the chance meeting of two previously unconnected elements that could not have met in a totally ordered world. Diversity provides the pool of ideas, chaos the chance for them to meet. Both chaos and diversity are essential to life and therefore are inseparable from sustainability.


Shall have to do it ALONE !


I’ll stand beside you, but you’ll have to fight your battle… all alone!

If you fail to notice my presence in the aroma of silence, I’ll whisper my breath into your ears, but you’ll have to feel it… all alone!

If you happen to tumble down on this path of your quest, I’ll hold you back gently, assuring that I am there but then, you’ll have to rise and stand up… all alone!

If you feel you are tired and your legs too exhausted to make it till the end, I’ll lift you up in my arms but I won’t carry you along; rather I’ll wait till your feet are readier to march ahead, as you’ll have to ascend once again… all alone!

If at times you feel there’s nobody to support you and tears run down your cheeks, I’ll wipe them off and lend my shoulders for you to rest your head, but you’ll have to turn around and face ‘them’ once again… all alone!

When you are able to find the path which’ll lead you through, I’ll step back a little, for then you yourself will begin to realize that you can make it… all alone!

And when you’ll reach at the summit and meet your destiny, say hello with that smile of yours that is so innocent and has the power to turn everything around beautiful because by then, my presence shall be gone… but if you look back you’ll find my silence still there, telling you… as always, that it is you, who deserve this imperishable gift… all alone!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

The Moon is still the same!


Things have changed…
but the moon is still the same!

The people, I see nowhere, had flied kites up on the terraces, those… which have gone now…
The little kids of the block had enjoyed the rain right here, on this very same square…
They have grown up and the new kids don’t have time…
Now… as I see that time has changed…
but the moon is still the same!

Old John had accompanied me to the Bar… evenings had witnessed the age-old quarrels and discussions, those… that lead to nowhere; so sweet were they!
…John is no more now and evenings have changed… but as I see…
that the moon is still the same!

Carolina had promised to meet me here… some 15 years ago; so here I am, waiting for her to arrive… but I know, she won’t come because promises have changed… and yet…
the moon is still the same!

I was not supposed to be here, but didn’t want to miss the last opportunity to meet her… as never could I have lied to my wife Sasha that some urgent meeting had called for me… but this had to happen… because even I have changed… but it’s so good to see that at least…
the moon is still the same!

Sasha won’t ask why it took me so long when I return back empty-handed… but I know… she very well knew where I had left for; these last 12 years she had learnt to read my heart as long back, I had mentioned to her once about Carolina… but still she won’t ask because… perhaps… even she knows that things have changed now… except for the moon…
which is still the same!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

A conversation with God

...That night Demetri had decided to sleep on the terrace and it was 1 a.m. in the morning when he was still awake on the new-moon night. Lying on his back with his arms behind the head, he kept gazing at the innumerous stars which had already twinkled a thousand times, each time conveying a message to him about all the questions that had kept him awake.
But still, God had to appear to touch his forehead to put him into sleep as God wanted to help him understand what he had always wanted to…, throughout his life.

Sometimes I feel so weak emotionally”, he said to God. “Why often I cannot differentiate between ‘Love’, ‘Likeness’, ‘Care’, ‘Passion’ and ‘Admiration’ as if all are illusions and nothing exist in reality?

To this, God replied, “That’s true my son, nothing exists… except Love. When you say ‘I like you’ it is actually ‘I love you’, when you say ‘I admire you’ it is actually ‘I love you’ and when you say ‘I care for you’ it is actually ‘I love you’.

But how is it possible; we always associate the word ‘love’ with ‘that’ special person for whom we reserve it only to be told to just that one person?

And why do you feel it cannot be expressed to anybody else?

It is because we don’t just love anybody on this earth.

And who stops you from doing so?

Nobody stops me, it is just that how can I commit to more than one person, how would I be ever able to live up to their expectations…, and most importantly, I’ll marry once in my life or not?

God smiled and said, “My dearest son, love is unconditional; in love, there are no expectations, in love there is no commitment as in the same way love has nothing to do with marriage. You may or may not marry the one you love as you may or may not love the one you marry. Marriage is a social custom which is made by you whereas, love is older than anything that exists; it is the ‘infinite – zero’ from where everything has evolved. When you love somebody and feel you want to spend the rest of your life with that person, it’s not love, it is desire and where there is desire, love cannot continue to exist as along with the desires which’ll diminish eventually, sooner or later, love too, shall pass away. And this happens just because all desires originate on the basis of what we see; the object – which is the real image of this virtual world, whereas love is even beyond the ‘imperceptible’. When you are loved, you know that distance, time and silence can never fail your love from reaching the unreachable, from telling the inexpressible and from waiting for the unseeable.

His eyes, though closed were still looking at the stars, trying to understand what God was telling to him. He asked, “Do you mean to say that the way we understand ‘love’ is not true and ‘true love’ is something else which perhaps nobody has ever experienced except in fables and stories?

There is nothing called as ‘true love’, love is always true and anybody can experience it. Love exists in eternity and is always there everywhere around you, it is just when you nourish it that you begin to feel its presence.

If you say so insistently that it is only love from where everything has evolved then how come I often feel angry, jealous, annoyed and hateful for people at times when something goes wrong around?

Nothing goes wrong around; if there is anything that goes wrong, it is within and inside you. Everything has its origin from love, which is ‘me’ and just because there is love there is hatred too which is the ‘devil’ – my counterpart that also dwells inside you. We both exist in eternity
… and it is you who’ll decide… whom to allow to continue existing, but for sure is one fact that as long as you allow me to exist inside you, the devil would also do, not because you cannot eradicate it but just to remind you of my eternal presence at times, when you’ll tend to forget me in your ecstasies.

You told me so many things about love but still you haven’t said anything about what is love then?
Taking a short pause of silence, God said, “If only you could understand that…,

It is the love of the wood for the carpenter, to wait for years together only to be cut down one day so that the carpenter can give the wood a reason to exist.
It is the love of the stone for the sculptor to hope that someday he’ll pick up the lucky one to skillfully carve and transform it into a living piece of art.
It is the love of the oceans for the fisherman to allow him to sail ashore at times of danger with the help of its tidal waves.
It is the love of the desert for the lost tourist to guide him to an oasis to help him survive.
It is the love of the river for the shepherd to let him know from its flow, whether to cross it there or not.
It is the love of the mountains for the mountaineer to make his journey even more difficult and at the same time aid him in reaching to its summit to make him feel happy on achieving his conquest.
…And it is your love for me Demetri…, for which… I am here.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Conception - A bar counter and reception

Post Graduate Thesis proposal (brief) 2005

'Less is More' - Interpreting into Urban design
Minimalism as an approach to achieve a flexible environment

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Pyaar...

One day I'll appear in your dream…… O’ Anastasia


For some unknown reasons…
We, sometime have to leave our dear and beloved ones…
…some unknown reasons…
Which we feel couldn’t be discussed with or told to anybody else…
…unless time permits.

Time evaporates…and we look around…
…pondering about the decision we had taken long back…
…wondering whether we would ever be able to meet them again or not…

Such is a tale of a person…
…who wants to convey to his beloved…
…what he couldn’t – then…
…and he comes into her dream…
…as he had told her that he would appear…
…someday.

Demetri looks at the pigeons which fly across the serene country side…
…and wishes…
…that they would deliver his message to Anastasia
…the girl…
…whom he had loved…,
the girl…,
…whom he had to leave…
…12 years ago.

……
O’ Anastasia
Its been a long time since you spoke to me…
Probably the sun that is about to set will never rise, the next morning…
Here…,
I wish to tell you that…

I departed because…. I had to depart…
…for…, behind the mystical enigma of the ‘Maraasim’ … there were cries I could hear…
I had been there in the shadows… longing with hope… to find within the irony of spherical cuboids…
…the source of enlightenment that’ll untie our bond to unite us forever.
Treason was not my intention… though you had felt so…
…for I myself was the one to carry the cross on my back…
…till the unheard screams of their agonies… called for my ‘Crucification’.

I knew you were looking ‘at’ me…
…I knew you were looking ‘for’ me…
But do not wait…
…my plight of using silence as the only tool to convey to your ears, “I am guilty”…
…is bound by the unseen tears of people who were looking at me…
But do not wait for too long…
…for there are people who are also looking ‘at’ you…
…for there are people who are also looking ‘for’ you.

The voids in the spaces that cherished our memories had been ‘empty’ since long…
…do not tell me… I already know that…
…and I want you to know that whenever you’ll lean over the balcony…
…you’ll find me in someone or the other… whose shadow would still be in action beside the small table below.

The lake, where once we sat and looked beyond the faint skyline…
…pondering about realities of the urban – world…
…go and ask the water…
…it’ll tell you that there was something else I had discussed with it in my solitude… something…
…something about the loud voices that often came when I contemplated in silence…
…and I felt my destiny has to answer those voices…, someday.
Just stand beside the lake and you’ll find my soul in the waters…
…that would gently touch your feet to assure…
…that I am still there.

The lamp you had lit on an auspicious day…
…do not blow it out…
…keep it alive in your heart…
…for there are duties that you need to fulfill…
…for there is a life… you have to live.

You had imagined the road to heaven…
…A beam of light that we’ll have to confront on our Judgement day…
…and I had said…
…”heaven is tiresome and idle…
…rather the perfect world is right here… on earth.”
…as I had said… “just let me search for it.”

Do not worry about the arguments we had…
…they were momentary and short-lived…
…rather, they gave me an opportunity to look at you turn red…
…as I had said… “you look even more beautiful.”
Just take care… that the beauty doesn’t become momentary…
…for there are others who admire you…
…the same others…
…for whom I am what I was…
…for whom I was what I am.

If only you had noticed…
…the ‘perfect’ doesn’t exist… we always have to make it…
…perhaps a small instance captured in an imagery…
…was enough to show me the path of pursuit…
…the path to follow which, one has to shed all his expectations…
…the path that you had shown…
…to reach out to love for the entire ‘universe’.

The ‘last supper’… I had wished…
…would whisper into your ears… that the next day might not be the same…
…As I had said…
…”Wish to freeze the moment forever.”
The last memento…
…the token of love… do not keep it if you doubt my presence...
…but keep it so that…
…you could show me the way to fill my heart with your absence.
I wish… I had given them all.

If the memories that are the only assets I carry today…
…may haunt you at times…
…then do not hesitate to burn them down…
…for they would always be indelibly stored in my heart…
…if only I had a thousand hearts…
…you could’ve crushed them all… and lend me yours…
…to me to carry along… till my last breath.

The path that brought me to you…
…had I ever thought would leave behind untraceable footprints?
…I just knew...
…that you would believe in me… in my actions…
…for there were people I had to account for…
..far beyond the little ‘Eden’ we had nurtured…
…waiting for me to arrive… to put across a smile hidden beyond their melancholy.

I knew nothing…
…I knew nobody…
…but I had to make a start…
…and somewhere I remember those ‘lost spaces’…
…where we had spent days together… toiling in the unbearable heat… just to understand…
…the unseen truth lying beneath the cream of elite celebrations…
…the truth of destiny… that of destinies…
…and that…, why we all are ‘one’.

The blue city… as we call it was once again to witness the arrival of a known stranger…
…if only you were there… beside me…
…but time knew… once I would have to depart... to see what I earlier couldn’t… when you were with me…
…for this journey wanted me ‘alone’…
…for it knew… I would never be able to find anybody else around…as long as you had been… with me.

I had wondered… why we couldn’t meet…
…though we could’ve… easily…,
…especially when people had crossed over to meet each other…
…Then it told me…
…just like the ‘life’ which is all dependant on me…
…unlike the fisherman in the ocean… who could still swim across to hope to see an oasis…
…as here… I were the oases…
… it was I who had to swim…
…and it was I who had to save lives.

Spaces were revisited…
…every nook and corner was searched…
But alas…! Nothing was found…
…the emptiness in my heart grew…
…as the more I retrospected…
…the more often I felt blank.
Once I had wondered…
…perhaps I was wrong to pursue the unseen…
…the great dictations of great people… which were trying hard to elevate the life that was breeding upon it… had no effect on my loneliness…
…as I sat there… all by myself… and wondered…
“I couldn’t have gone wrong, could I?”

West to East… no stones I left unturned…
…yet…, my search couldn’t even find its beginning…
…the fear of getting lost in the jargon of visual disparities… began to intensify…
…as life was lost… somewhere behind…
…as I had thought… would lead me to… nowhere.

I asked God… to take me back… from where I had started…
…and left me amused… as he did so…
…for the start had already been made years ago…
…even before I was born…
…it was then that I realised…
…how important the assignment was… which had remained incomplete…
…through crores of pages of history.
The unreachable distance… reminded me of you…
…for I knew… you were just like its chastity… that I saw beyond the man-made… beyond the interfered…
…so chaste… that no one could’ve dared to incite…
…even a pinch of impurity.
Looking at you… I wondered… can love be there between such great distances…?
…and if yes…. Then what happened to the rest?

There were colours of joy… overlaid atop the mesmeric tradition…
…as I roamed along the streets… hoping to find…
…’Me – the self’…, ‘Myself – the you’ and ‘You – the world’… in some blind corner… where the street would end.
…but… there were distances once again…
..secured to function for progress… butchering the unity…
…that I had sought to find… in a bliss where there was still hope…
…that the two parallel lines… would somewhere meet.

Perhaps…, what I was looking for… was something else…
…the unheard voices were screaming aloud… from where, the wind was calling me… to show me the other world… where there was no escape…
…for once you enter… you are theirs’… and yet you belong to nowhere.
I still wished… that maybe I could find a way to show the lamp… to all those… who were still there…
…insanely competing with God… to rise higher… and higher… and higher…
But alas! My need was… somewhere else.

The edge that borders our motherland…
Speaks many languages… one of which… I had tried to communicate…
…to caress your heart… and to borrow a smile… and put one… where destiny had overshadowed life… and its bloom.
I turned my eyes here…
…I turned my eyes there…
Unknown to the fact... that those eyes were watching every move I took…
…not of yours… but of those who had called me… saying… “What about the dawn you had promised to show us?”

It was your love… which gave me the will to go on…
…it were you… who had showed me the path I was bound for… a place anywhere in the world… wherever there were cries…
…”what have we done wrong to deserve this?”… “how could you leave us all alone… and live a life… that was beyond all illusions we could ever imagine about?”…
…O’ dear, I had to find soon… the path to eternity… right here… on earth.

What could one do to the loss… they have witnessed… the treachery of humankind… that tore them apart…
…for there is still alight… a thimble of desire…
… that God would send someone… who they knew… would end their search… for ‘human(e)kind’.
Voices disappear… when goes beyond the frequency of our ears… as often had happened… in the same way… that you could hear what I wanted to tell on that eve…
… of our ‘last supper’.
It’s only when I saw them… that I felt your presence…
…as I knew… you would’ve loved to accompany me here… and to accompany me there…
… but I had to depart… for I felt responsible… for all the innocent eyes that were glued upon me… longing for my presence…
…that I would return back to them… their little fairyland.

Did you see… what happened to us…?
The voices asked…

…Did you feel… what happened to us…?
…I wanted to respond… but words I could find nowhere…
… as the elemental force of destiny’s Judgement had fell upon… too early… without even waiting for me…
to turn around.
How could I have delayed more… had I left earlier…?
…I could’ve offered my arms to a few more… to soak in their tears of contempt…
… that life has taught them to live with.

Time was faster than I could walk…
…so I had to sprint… but alas! Time was even faster… and had already left imperishable traces… of its verdict…
…that had got overloaded with the burden of sin… we commit… by saying… ‘Sometime later’

The ‘Dark’ that I saw… I couldn’t believe… we are luckier… to have so ‘many’… and still blame… for what we do not…
…for the birds, the sky may be the limit…
…but for the butterfly… the limit was the flower… the one… I had given to you.

But that was not all… it was just that I stayed back…
… that I could find the way… the path to heaven… right here… on Earth…
…for I saw a pair of smile… amidst the Ocean of poverty.
A thirst of joy quenched in the waters of celebration…
…amidst the ‘scanty’.
A conversation with silence…
…amidst the uproar.
A search for ‘Spacelessness’ trying to find a moment of respite…
…amidst the ‘Scarce’.
A will to accept… the insane world… and yet be happy… to reach out for the ‘plenty’…
… amidst the minimum
A desire to swing… along with the wind… to embrace the ‘natural’…
… amidst the ‘man-made’.

Are there people who care…?
…do we care for them…?
…or just walk away… annoyed with what happens around us… putting the blame onto others… knowing…
… that a smile of ours could’ve mattered a lot…
…knowing… our presence could’ve changed a lot…

I felt… I had changed… or was it that the change was in the air…?
…I looked at my reflection… and you know what I found…?
The reflection could only be seen… when there was light…
…it was the light that I had always wanted to search for…
…it was the light that could blind one’s sight by its shear intensity…
…it was the light which had always shown me my reflection…
…it had always been there… then why couldn’t I find it earlier…?

Then I came to know…
…how could I have ever seen my reflection…
…when it were you… the source of my light…
…which had got imbibed into my ‘Self’…
…which had got imbued into ‘Myself’.

But… the journey is still incomplete…
…for you have helped me to find myself…
…and now it’s my turn to help find others their own selves…
…just accept my gratitude… for all that you’ve given to me… for all the moments you had shared with me…
…for all your patience to tolerate me… I know… I am your convict…
…but just wanted to assure you… that this man… is still following and would always follow…the path… you had shown… the lamp you had lit… and the courage you had sowed.

When the doors to heaven open… and call you…
…do not look back… just march ahead…
For they have opened for you... as I still have an unfinished job…
… to find paradise in the filth of Hell… where people are still longing with hope.
I want you to know… that the juncture from where I had left is still there… floating in the timeless space of universe and would always be there… wishing for your happiness… that’ll seep into your next life…
… for then, the flowers around you would blossom in my absence and fill you heart with the aroma of contentment…

If at all need be… just look…
…up at the sky… and you’ll find my soul still wandering in timelessness…
… hoping that then… probably… you’ll understand…
… the reason for which…
…I had to depart.

I had said… I’ll appear in your dream... one day…
…so I came… for that unfinished job is still waiting for me…
…and do not open your eyes until I leave…
…for I want to turn this dream… into reality…
…as you’ll see…
…when you open you eyes.


…Demetri

The ‘Genetic Revolution’

The 'Social Reform' - Adapting to the mutation

Nature's Glory

(Pic by Sanjadhi)

Monday, May 15, 2006

The gamut of 'giving' - Destiny of all destinies

Just think about it!
Condition A
The visible circle represents the Circle of Life where destiny of a human being is already predetermined from and to the Origin point ‘O’, where ‘E’ is the eternal source of light around which the circle of life revolves.
1. But if condition ‘A’ prevails, it also implies that condition ‘A-1’ also prevails where the line of equilibrium of all the forces in the universe are continually tending to always remain in equilibrium.
2. Which means life is in perfect harmony, a paradise and an ideal image of the ‘Perfect world’.
3. Considering the present condition of human life where we see…
o “Butchering of animals to feed our fantasies,
o the gory sight of the devil inside humankind,
o the treachery of the ‘king’ to rule over the poor,
o the slaughter of humanity for the sake of religion,
o the murder of innocence to fill the ‘magic pot’ with a penny.”

…nobody would agree with point no. 2
4. Hence, condition ‘A’ does not prevail.

We shall discuss later about the question of how ‘O’ got separated from ‘E’, but if ‘O’ has separated then it would one day again become ‘ONE’ with ‘E’ returning back to the eternal source.
Now, let us look at the following diagram…

Condition B
The dotted circle represents the same Circle of Life where the predetermined phases of incidences are not there and destiny is solely the one we make it as, i.e. from ‘O’ to ‘O’ we ourselves would be responsible for whatever we do to shape our destiny.
1. If we agree with condition B then a picture somewhat alike condition B-1 might also arise where, since all our moves are decided by us, the radius of the Circle may also tend towards infinity for completion.
2. This implies that ‘O’ might never return back to ‘E’.
3. Hence, condition ‘B’ also does not prevail.

Condition C
Since we are left with only two possibilities of determinable limits of destiny; one definite and the other indefinite, and also if conditions ‘A’ and ‘B’ are not true then the actual scenario would somewhat be like condition ‘C’, where,
1. The path of life’s Circle is partially predetermined and the dotted portions are those which we have to fill by our deeds and the way we live, to complete the circle.

Before we continue with this understanding, let us take a pause and consider the situation of why ‘O’ got separated from ‘E’.


Diagram 1.
Shows that everything that exists is bound to decay and finally say, would terminate/extinguish/cease… or whatever word could be given for non-existence.


Diagram 2.
But it is also known that the sum of all the forces in universe is always in equilibrium, which also means that when object ‘Y’ began to decay, some other object began to evolve and thus the equilibrium exists.

But before this, an important question arises that equilibrium would only come into the picture when something has evolved in space-time.


Diagram 3.
Hence, there has to be an ‘Eternal existence’ beyond space-time of something for which equilibrium is a must.
And if that ‘something’ is beyond space-time then there is no question of evolution as there is no question of decay.

We have named this ‘something’ as ‘E’ – the source of eternal light for which everything in the universe is tending for equilibrium.

Diagram 4.
If we just ponder upon all the entities that have evolved in space-time, we would find that there is a perfect balance and harmony in the way all are interdependently intertwined with each other.
e.g. The galaxies, the Solar Systems, Planetary revolutions around the sun and their rotations around their own axes, etc.


Diagram 5.
Zooming down to our ‘Mother Earth’ we would find a similar system where there is a perfect ecological balance that exists in correlation.

But it sounds so monotonous, isn’t it? …all functioning in harmony and everything is absolutely certain!


Diagram 6.
Let us ask ourselves a few questions…
1. When we are loved, don’t we feel like making all our beloved ones happy?
2. …when we are cared about, don’t we feel like caring for even somebody who is just a mere stranger to us?
3. …when we are deceived, don’t we feel like deceiving others around?
4. …when we are hurt, don’t we start intending to cause pain to those who brought us the same?

Similarly, the ‘eternal source’ also requires imbibing some amount of ‘uncertainty’ to cherish its own soul with the aspirations of others.

Diagram 7.
Perhaps it was then that humankind came into existence, where,
1. He got a mind to think and a soul to decide and act.
2. The mind would ask the reason, the soul would just ‘do’.
3. It is with these two entities that the diagram of condition ‘C’ was to be fulfilled and return back to eternity.

Then, considering the excerpt from condition ‘A’, again a question arises about what went wrong?

Diagram 8.
Diagram 8.1 – 8.5 shows a series of development of humankind with two governing factors that ultimately negates each other; ‘progress (Quality)’ and ‘population (Quantity)’.

8.1 shows the dashed ring which was decided as the ‘vulnerability limit’ of separation of ‘O’ from ‘E’ considering the resources available on earth, up to which ‘uncertainty’ could have been tolerated.

8.5 reflects the present situation where we have crossed over long ago, that limit which could have retained the qualitative aspirations that cherishes the ‘eternal source’.

A set of simple graphs has been shown to find out the ‘event’ by which we crossed over the ‘vulnerability ring’:
(a) Period within the ring where all were not just tending, but actually were in equilibrium.
(b) Shows the point where Quality and quantity conflicted with each other when the term ‘Surplus’ came into existence.
(c) As discussed earlier, if there is a rise then there has to be a fall.
(d) Since we cannot change the event that has already occurred earlier in history, we can only prolong the reach of point ‘1.’ on the line of equilibrium.
(e) Shows that once we have deviated ourselves from the original equilibrium, we cannot return back to the same.
But if we are able to delay the process of decay through our positive aspirations, then a ‘New Equilibrium’ would evolve, from where, we once again shall begin to understand the relationship between ‘quality and quantity’.

Returning back to the discussion which we had left at condition ‘C’, here is a diagram to help us understand the way by which we can create the ‘New Equilibrium’
Diagram ‘D’
Observe carefully…
1. The violet and brown-dotted ring shows the one which we would complete in one of our life span if we aspire to make our surrounding a better place to live in.
2. All the blue circles are the ones which we enlarge by deviating from what we should’ve done.
3. At 1,2,3…,10,11,12 we would confront two paths in life; one would be the true path which would be obscure, uncertain and would appear to be treacherous (brown dots); the other would be the visible one (red arcs), easier and illusionary but would rather delude us from the path for which all that exist have conspired together to determine the radius of the circle of our present life.
4. Unless and until we complete the first circle, we won’t be able to balance off the aspirations of all our previous lives that are demanding equilibrium.
5. And thus we’ll endlessly continue to magnify the circle knowing that ‘O’ will return back to ‘O’ and one day has to dissipate into ‘E’.

Say for instance; look at the last set of diagrams…,
1. The black dotted ring was the one which we had crossed over and ‘O’ is the Circle of Life which we are destined to complete.
2. Then, if we complete it as per the path of first circle (violet in diagram ‘D’), we will get a smaller circle in our next life.
3. Again the next life would consist of a similar diagram like that of ‘D’.
4. If we again complete it righteously, it will once more shrink, tending for equilibrium, considering the positive and negative actions of all our previous lives.
5. Eventually, the ‘Circle of Life’ would enter the ‘vulnerability limit’.
6. And finally, we’ll confluence with ‘eternity’ once again to transform into the ‘New Equilibrium’ when all our aspirations would get completely nullified; where there won’t be any need for our soul to enter into a new body.

The only question that bothers if we agree with the above understanding is that how would one know whether he or she is deviating from the right path or not?

…Well, it’s simple…
…listen to your heart and it’ll tell you…